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My name is Maddie. I am an identical twin and I live in the UK. In 2016 I discovered I had been  brutalized when I was 3 by an uncle who lived with us throughout 1968. For 50 years, I lived in oblivion. In the meantime, I wrote diaries, stories and produced artwork. I wish to share with you what my life has been like and how I unearthed the truth about my toddlerhood.

Overview

About this blog

The moment I learned the truth

How I learned about my toddlerhood

About my diaries

My book Mirror Image Shattered
The Lessons A True Story about a Parasitic Novel
Tales from Daler Cottage: Unearthing the Messages within my Children’s Stories

How I discovered the truth about my toddlerhood

Prologue: What I Thought I Knew about Myself

Part 1: A Day at the Beach

Part 2: My Obsessive Novel Writing

Part 3: My Twin’s Accident

Part 4: The Missing Four Hours

Part 5: The Man in My Chest

Part 6: Coma

Part 7: Black Hole in the Dark

Part 8: Trigger

Part 9: Suffocation Memory

Part 10: My Life Falls Apart

My Parasitic Novel

How my childhood trauma split my psyche in two

My Artwork

Hidden message behind the railway tunnel

Hidden message behind the barn painting

Visit to the Railway Tunnel 32 Years Later

Visit to the Derelict Barn 31 Years Later

My landscape paintings decoded

Dolls

The first aid dummy in the village fete of 8 July 1978

My odd doll pantomimes of 31 Jan 1978 – 25 Jan 1981

Triggers to my doll pantomimes in 1978

The trigger behind my doll pantomimes 17 – 31 October 1978

My Odd Behavior

My odd behavior in Dad’s bedroom

My behavior as a Sunday school teacher in 1981

My Sunday school records 1 Feb to 1 Nov 1981

My Periods

My 6-day period pain, story and intrusive thoughts 2 – 7 May 1977

Day Trips and Holidays

The first aid dummy in the village fete of 8 July 1978

My day trip to Port Meriden on 3 Aug 1981 where The Prisoner was filmed

Excerpts from Tales from Daler Cottage

The Haunted House